was expecting to see jin aun on skype..but he wasnt...so i called him...
he sounded very serious n the background was very quiet when he picked up his hp...1st thing i asked him "where r u?"....n he told me tht he's in Malacca...his "ah ma" jus passed away...
i felt sad but did not know how to console him...he said he couldnt tell me wat happened so i didnt want to ask further....n i hung up...
i started cryin after tht....the idea of not seeing his "ah ma" again made me feel like i should have chat with her more each time i see her during CNY...
i felt sorry for his grandfather...n jin aun's family too..
eventho i only see "ah ma" once a year...during CNY...i felt close to her..mayb she alwaz made me feel like im part of their family...n im always welcome to visit their hse every CNY...
she gives me the impression that she's a very strong woman, yet loving and caring at heart...always with a smiley face and never fails to greet everyone who steps into her hse on the 2nd day of CNY...
a day when every relative gathers around...to celebrate CNY n also "ah ma's" n "ah gong's" bday...
nex CNY will definitely be different without her...
im also quite worried for jin aun as he has exams tmr morning...but he's in Malacca now...being a last minute guy, i bet tht he hasnt finish studying...but dun worry aun...ur "ah ma" will bless u im sure...so jus try ur best tmr...
i hope i can b by ur side now to console u over wat had jus happened...but tht is jus impossible... hope tht u n ur family will recover soon...
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